Friday, August 28, 2009

mcm2...

xsangka kat upsi ni ak jmp species haiwan yg nk pupus...panda..tp panda yg ak jmp ni xcute mne pon.dh lme rupenye panda ada kat upsi juz lately br ak prasan..agaggagagaga..sengalnye mataku.klo panda yg kat china tu cute2 blake n org sk sgt nk peluk2 dorg..tp panda yg ak jmp ni kua sikit dr katogeri tu..org akn rs menyampah tgk panda ni..t'msk ak..hohohohohoh..makin lme ak rs nk tumbuk2 je panda tu klo ak jmp panda yg t'sesat ni kat mne2..
-ni cter len lak-...i'm not d person who luv 2 force sum1 to tell her/his probs..but i feel a bit sad klo dy sk hides cter dr ak tp bg tau org len lak..watever la..asal dy bahagia..lg 1 ak xnk rampas kasih syg sape2..ak tau de org skt ati dgn ak sbb c sorg ni rapat dgn ak..tp ak dh ckp dgn sorg ni jgn rapat dgn ak lg..xkisah la pe dy nk anggap ak pe.ak akn senyap klo org tu pon senyap.. begitula ak..ye ker????-smbgn drama next week

Sunday, August 23, 2009

yesterday

b4 i'm back to my college..my legs feel so heavy to move. yesterday my first b'buke puasa with my fmly..our table was full n meriah with lots of dishes n kuih-muih..as usuall my dad juz pick wat ever he wants.all gather at hide corner juz for waiting azan maghrib.its sound funny but its like our fmly habits..agagagagagag.bcoz our stomouch fully with butterfly..ngekkngekkk~~~~ Allahuakbar2~~~woowww..tyme to eat!!!mayb bcoz first day fasting our attitude too chidish even my dad n mom.i'm so happy we could gather in one big happy fmly..d tyme i'm b waiting for.my dad so bz with his party..my mom has to pay attention to my grandma. adam always feels he being left.ermm as 'adiq' i hv to cheer my fmly.mayb thats y i'm too manje2 n ngedik. back to our b'buke puasa...wahhh my tongue n teeth were active chewing.my mom knew her adiq likes soup so she makes it.making my sis jealous~~sorry sis.we all eat while chating..plez dont follow diz attitude!after finished our dishes,i pray yassin for my grandma..deep in my heart i want she back with pinky of health..eventhough i knw it impossible.miss my opah..while we slack watching tv..then my dad said...ayah dh tua..hidup xlama lg..wat its means..u make me in billion doubt..i luv my small happy fmly..

Thursday, August 20, 2009

to my future father in law

thanx for using up ur money for whole class..ak mntk doc blanje roti canai tp father in law ak ni baik btl nk blanje burger lak tuk 1 klas..watever la doc asal doc blanje mmg sy suke.t yg yg plg ak sk ble ak n dell dpt extra special skt..burger ayam+cheese,sama mcm doc.jgn jeles my buddies yg len.ak xpernah jmp lect yg semurah ati..dermawan..baik ati mcm doc zainul maidunny. rs mcm nk jd menantu dy je..agagagaggagaga..segan gak ak ble fkr doc yg blanje.. tp mmg muke ak muke tembok israel pon xlut..muke tembok plg thp gler.dpt naik kete perdana doc lg..bahagianye duniaku...tp smlm mmg rezeki ak,dell,ikin,yat mmg btl2 murah..doc blanje mkn kat bistro lak..kami igt skadar nk teman doc je mkn sbb doc ckp dy xmkn nasi lg..tp ble doc desak srh mkn kami pon orderrr la.pastu dtg lak rakyat UGANDA n ZIMBABWE join skali mkn..
mmg meriah r ble smua b'bilang kerakyatan join skali..btw ak nk ucap thanx alot doc..
i love u so much......hrp2 leh bk pose dgn doc.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

~~histeria~~

ohoohoohooho...y im so free diz sunday.?padahal byk keje b'timbun..ayu ajk ak tgk cter histeria. ermm ak pon join je la sbb otak ak ni mls nk b'fkr.Adah dh tgk tp dy layan je.krtg ajk la piqa skali.cian lak dgn adiq ktrg sorg ni.mule2 igt ak ni brani gler r tgk cter histeria..sbb budget tgk wak2 tgh ari..tp ble d story start begins ak org pertama menjerit..agagaggagagaag..sbb takut + geli tgk mayat n hantu yg klako tu. ayu lak control brani,tp tutup muke dgn buku..blakon bc bk lak.tp ak tabik spring kat piqa ni..bdn je nmpk kecik lidi tp brani tgk cter2 gni..lgsg xmenjerit mcm ak..agagagagagag..tp ble dh abis tgk rs geram thp cipan lak ending dy..sblm tu ak nk mntk maaf kat penghuni 1-2-1 sbb ak la org plg kuat menjerit..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

jgn jealous

dpn pej hasil....agak2 r

xsgka de huge mirror..pe lg catch pic r

posing sblm blk dr pej hasil kat slim river..










to D

i hv read ur blog..its not my intention to keep my probs frm u..n never left u. hard to me to tell u,D. u're my best frenz..whos can deny it..last nyte sum1 msg me..then she called. she told sumthng tht broken my heart.i try control my emo last nyte..but i cant. ak rs mst ko kecik ati kn.tp ak x de niat pon nk wat mcm tu..ak xblh nk fkr hal org len dh.ak msk blk pon bkn wat keje.
but 1 more thng..i luv u too D. don ever thought i not used u as my best fren..1 day i'll tell u.

bkn niatku..

kpd familyku d upsi..i'm so sorry coz smlm ak b'sendiri dlm blk sorg2..bkn ak mrh korg..
tyme tu emo ak skt ganggu juz bcoz of 1 msg. ak bkn xnk cter kat korg. bg ak slagi mampu ak pikul mslh sndr ak xnk sshkn korg..hrp korg fhm. lgpon ak tgk korg pon de probs. yg penting ak syg korg smua..sampai akhir hayat ak..

Friday, August 14, 2009

bunyi tangisan d toilet..

mood ak smlm dr happy gler trus jd moody ble ak dpt call dr sum1 ni. b'derau jantung ak ble M bg tau ak tntg sum1 yg ak syg skali, Z. ak tau ak dgn Z dh xrapat mcm dl g.tp ak stil syg kat dy. ak xnk Z anggp ak bz body hal dy tp x nk Z wat keje bodoh n t'hina..ak xsggp lihat M nangis.. ble M nangis ms call ak ari 2..ak xleh nk nangis sbb kwn2ku de dgn ak tyme tu..blk je umah ak trus g toilet..ak pasang air paip kuat2..nangis sekuat ati..ak xnk housemate ak prasan..skunk ak rs btl2 lonely..ak xtau nk cter kat sape..xpe la selagi larat t'senyum ak blh settle sndr.thanx toilet jd pendgr setiaku..

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

fuc*..damn..bangang..maaf la byk2

sorry being rude nk mampos...lantak r blog ak pon. mcm bongek bangang bodoh. smua ada. mlm yg bw debacle btl.result amali plg rendah..mmg ak bodoh thp cipan..dh lme ak tau tp skunk ak br ak rs yg ak btl2 bodoh. mlm tu mmg ak xnk fkr psl org len.dr sndr pon dlm kacau lg nk sibuk hal org..g mampos r.hrp de yg fhm situation ak tyme tu,klo de yg xfhm mmg biol!! blk dgn redah ujan..lg menambahkn thp cipan menari ak. ak mntk maaf la kat sum1 ni klo de yg trase dgn ak td. de hamba Allah ni srh ak tgk kn kwn dy ni..maafla kpd hamba Allah ni..ak ni pon ngah nk mampos,xdpt nk tgkkn kwn hamba Allah ni.bkn ak x concern tp mmg ak ngah dlm otak t'blk..
maaf la klo xconcern..ak pon x cter kat hamba2 Allah sekalian tntg situasi ak. mls r..bia r toilet jd pendengar setia ak slame duk kat neraka ni..bkn de org fhm pon otak ak yg xbtl ni.sbb t'lalu emo mlm ni ak nangis dlm bas..mcm bangang pon de. tp nk peduli pe org pandang ak.mcm r ak de hutang kat dorg.ak nk nangis sk ati r.rrrrr.....ak byr yuran bas gak..so wat nk pandang!!! yg de menambhkn tension ak ble org srh ak @@@@@@... bkn ak xnk tlg kwnku tp ak pon mcm sial skunk.xkn la ak pon nk cter hal ak br korg fhm..mlm ni jgn la de bangang yg blaku g..klo de yg trase dgn pe ak ckp..ak mntk maaf byk2..ak bkn bdk baik mahupon kwn yg baik..

feelin up n down

mayb in hormone control..i b at a loss. yesterday was not my gud day.. everythng was damn.
conan+my personal prob+ my additional prob+sum1 i getting hate on him/her..bla2....
make me cry...cry me a river!!!! ak xnk cter kat buddies ak sbb ak tau dorg pon de prob msg2.
tp mmg ak jns sk simpan mslh sengal ni..ble xthn meletup 1 bdn.nsb bek de toilet yg cantek kat khar ni..tmpt segala guguran tangisan..agaggagaga. kadang2 ble nk stop dr nangis ak t'igt my dad...nape ni!!!!jgn r nangis g..stop serra!!!God plezz giv me new hope..i cant stand being hypocrite with my ugly n silly smile-laugh..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

~~keLegaan~~

smlm ari p'hitungan..ak kne wat presentation falsafah..xtau r nape mmg kali ni ak cuak thp monyet menari poco2..mayb sbb ak xready lgsg. wuuuu ms menunggu turn ak, mmg ak rs mcm nk terkuar smua harta bende firaun dlm perotku..c mangkuk kat blakang ak asik mengacau je..
tbe je tyme ak...cehh konon nk b'jln dgn gaya confident gler tp uhuhuhuhuh kat dpn xdpt nk cr usb pendrive..ngokngek tol...tp yg plg ak b'syukur gegler sbb ak xmelatah ms nyaris nk t'jth..
ahahahhahaha..adat r pakai kst br.ak pon xfkr ms ak ckp..pe yg t'pancul dr otak ak tu la yg ak mrepek..tp sengal tol bdk2 kos ak..xde keje lgsg..ada ke ptt dorg cr words BI yg ak gune!!
mmg sengal...tp lps abis present mmg ak rs dunia ni ana yg punye..bahagia22222222222222...
ak x r confident gler dgn presentation ak tp ak rs ok kot..uhuhuhuuh

Friday, August 7, 2009

haPPineSS vs GuiltY

i luv u dad..today i got 1 precious thing from my dad..a new laptop. but at d same tyme i feel guilty 2 my dad..be honestly i forced him 2 buy 4 me.i dunno mayb i was being influence
by hormone.i'm so happy when i knw he brought it but and d same time i feel i'm a big sinner.
sorry dad..i promise i'll b a good and solehah daugther 4 u n mum..adik syg ayah n mak.
muuuaaahhhh...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

keCereweTan

ari ni ak n ikin,coursemateku g KL..hajat d ati nk bli kasut..misi utama r. kua umah awal gler..hohohoh..excited punyer pasal. kul 1045 sampaila d destinasi umat yg gler abiskn duit..SOGO. 2 jam lbh ronda sogo stil xjmp yg berkenan dek ati.. huuuuuu..salegirls tu cam gler r muke ktrg..asik2 muke minah ni..then kami g la jln masjid india cr tudung..sakit kakiku nk cr yg plg murah..ntah nape kaki ktrg de power yg strong mcm minum pearl..pastu kami g la semuahouse..turun naik xbeli ape2 pon..hohohoohho demi nk abiskn duit yg b'kepol ni c ikin bli baju yg paling 'mahal'..ahahahaha kat jln TAR. tp sbb main hajat xcapai lg..kami ronde lg sogo pastu jmp gak kasut idaman..murah n cute.. mintak maaf la kat salegirls smua ekk kerna menyusahkn anda smua..agagaggaga pastu kami decide nk g rawang lak..ak ngat nk beli seluar tp bile ak check2 sluar tu ak xb'kenan lak..crewet sggh!!malang la klo sape jd bf ak..ikin ble 1 borenzo.. ak xtau nk beli ape g sbb dlm kpale otak ak stil t'bayang kasut yg ak sk kat sogo tp dh abis stok... len kali ak nk kua shopping g..jom sape yg brani shopping dgn ak..ahahahha

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Demam...waaa

i thought diz hlday will bring a joy rest 4 me.. but wat i got it was not i hope..
i got fever, flu, cough..suspense my whole fmly..all in their mind H1N1..OHOHOH..
my mum rushing bring me to d most handsome doc at my place..doc hilmi..
all my pain lost when i see him..he said i only having norm fever,juz take lots of H2O.
hooohohoh...thanx God.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

KebETulaN

arini mmg ak xplan nk wat ape2 pon..igtkn nk duk umah wat
assg yg b'timbun mcm gunung everest.tp dek kerna iman xcukup
d dada ak pon terikut ajkkan kwnku g sumwhre kat KL. ermm..ak igtkn ak n dy je g jln2 tp x disangka gerangan X ni pon de gak..rs mcm dunia ni nk kiamat je ble ak nmpk X ni.
xkn ak nk wat muke slambe je ble ak t'kenang blk d black episode..
Si N ni pon 1 yg ko bijak gegiler ajk X nape!!!!! X sapa ak dl..ak t'agak2 nk bls..only God knows my feeling at that moment. Then c X ni ajk ak g teman dy buy his shoes..wat d hell ajk ak lak.
tp c N ni pon ngokngek..ko dh plan smua ni awl2 g..dame u! ak biarkn X yg ckp sepjg ak tmn dy.ak juz jd patung,angguk22geleng22.. tu je la ak wat.suddenly X cakap yg dy...@@@@@####???? mamat ni mmg kne hormon US kot.waaa ak dh xtau nk ckp ape waktu tu. kebetulan Z dtg dgn N btl2 tepat pd waktunyer...slamat tuk seketika.
N tlg la jgn wat ak mcm ni lg.dh ckp ak suffer slame ni..ak juz hrp X blh faham. wpon ak ni single mingle lg tp xkn jd gf X. ckp skadar sahabat.. peace not war

Saturday, August 1, 2009

ConFlict2..

ermm..y i hv 2 face all diz fiddling thngs in my short life. bcoz she d 1 i luv but it doesn't mean
i bside u. u did wrong n wat d situation getting worse n worse..u hurt his feeling...
he s like my..????..how could u!!!i giv him 2 u not bcoz u're more prettier than me but bcoz i luv our relationship..i dont want destroy diz holy bonding.blieve me u come first than anythng in part of my life..